Being

People can struggle a lot of not being okay and being insecure with yourself. I am one of them. I found myself always being unsure and very self aware of what I say and what I do. I don't like making the wrong and bad choices. It gets to me. I struggle to be okay with it most of the time. Here is how I see it.

It's a scary feeling when you feel like an outcast. Sometimes I want to hangout with others and when I do, I am afraid of saying the wrong thing, saying stuff that might offend others. It results me not talking to anyone or getting the chance to connect with them because of the fear of getting to actually know me and saying the wrong thing.

That's just something I'm learning and finding the balance. I feel like it is good to care about other's feelings but also stand your guard and don't let people feel like you're the problem.