Growth

For the past couple years, I have been on a quest to become a better version of myself. I question a lot whether I will be able to do it or not. I have felt I have grown in strength and some knowledge in film. I feel good seeing the results and I feel productive.

However, I have been feeling a bit stuck lately, I haven’t been writing much or able to come up with stories much. It is frustrating but at the end, I have to move forward with it. I discovered a lot of things to improve on such as my time management. That is the worst and I feel I have let people down with my actions sometimes. I have experienced this and I understand how people feel when I am late. It feels terrible which is why hopefully I will become a better version of me. 

I enjoy writing, it is tough but I find it’s my way of expressing how I feel and giving the space to put my blog as a diary of my growth and my development through the years. It is crazy to think this is closing up to 2 years since I have had this blog. It feels like yesterday I wrote my first blog. It feels rewarding knowing about that. 

I have also got stronger! That feels so good to say it. Though I found that during the journey, I didn’t appreciate it as much as I do now looking back. I keep forgetting about the person who I am now compared to the person I was. I am a better person, I care less about how people see me or think of me. Well… I am getting better at it. 

This blog definitely showed me that consistency and sticking to it is tough but the results are rewarding. I know I have a lot to grow but this is the beginning and I will become a person I want to be and not let anyone determine anything else less.