Overload

I overload myself with things that aren't really important and things that have to be done, I overload them in my thoughts and my life style. It gets frustrating and the results of this is I get drained and exhausted. I sleep in, I can't do all the things I want.

I get told all the time to not overload myself with a lot of things, but the truth is, I can't seem to stop. Once I'm in that circle, I continue that circle even though I know it drains me. The thing is, I enjoy it. I enjoy having things to think about even though it wears me, I enjoy always doing things cause it matters to me. Even if the ending results is me tired and drained, I would feel I am not doing enough. Not only because I can't stop that circle but I know the results satisfies me. I like the results, it makes me want to learn more and be better.

That's one thing I can't seem to get out of my habit, time management. It's the main issue with me, still. Writing this blog right now, I have to pack and go see my friends and meet my chiropractor at 2pm.

It is getting better I would say. It can be better. There is always room for improvement.