The Balance

Already, we area in the 3ed month of the year and a lot of interesting things have happened politically and with me. Reflecting a lot on me there has been many times where I have felt like I have been a bit lazy than I was last year. I found that I have been comparing myself a lot to a year ago me. Which sucks since I feel like I have a grown a lot socially. Wanting to hang with other and wanting to see others more. I felt my priorities have shifted and I felt like when I had not really bothered doing any of that, I didn't feel any pain of getting rejected when I ask someone to hang out. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy my own company. I have no problem doing that it just sometimes it is nice to have someone with you to laugh with and talk to.

So far this year, I have found that I am now more confident in myself. I have fun talking and interacting with people. But I want to gain back more of my older me which I miss that is the discipline.